So... This is what it's like. This is what it's like to be so consumed in everything that you are doing that what was once peaceful has become chaos and what was once chaos only became more so? Life has been more hectic now than it has in a really long time. I've got work, school, home, counsilling, friends/relationships etc. Sometimes it's all too much. I mean sure I love the people I work with and the job that I have but it wears me out. Of course I love my family and friends but man oh man can they be stressful sometimes! School is a whole big thing on it's own too. I've got courses for this year that I need to pass and then I have to figure out what I'm doing for next year. Then after that I've got all the extra curricular activities that I'm doing. I'm running something called the Diversity Club and we are advocates for the rights of Gays, Lesbians, Bisexuals Transsexuals etc. in high schools amd we just finished a huge event and are planning another one within the next 2 weeks. Things are huge right now and it's amazing some of the work that we are doing and getting done but at the same time it draws so much energy from me. I am also moving, my sister is moving out, and I have school exams relatively quickly.

This year has gone by so fast and I am glad that it is soon to be over but at the same time I just wish it would slow down a little so that I can try to get more of my school work done to pass grade 11.

Oh well. Eventually things will become a little less chaotic all it will take it a little time and some patience from me.